I can't believe I have a first grader now! It doesn't seem like it's been that long since I brought him home from the hospital. Or when I would watch him crawl around the living room chasing daddy and laughing at his rattles. Now it's all about school, friends, and moving out one day. His first day went very well. He was thrilled to see that half his old class was with him this year. Including his crush from last year. Yes, he's only 6 and talks about how pretty this one girl is. How nice and funny she is. Bring on the teen years, lol. Only person missing was his best buddy but they have recess together to play. He was excited to come home and tell me how when everyone else couldn't figure out the math problems he could. He even was able to show the class how to solve them. My little geek. Takes after my geek charming hubby, lol. Today he has science and was pumped to roll out of the bed to get ready to go. Kept asking if we could go yet, lol. I'm sure I'll hear all about it when he gets home. I love my little school nerd.
Caleb will hopefully be in school next week. Hurricane Irene seems to have the school starting classes late. I'm looking forward to have Bryce & Caleb out of the house during the day. Though with just Bryce being gone my day seems lighter. Caleb seems to do better when Bryce is not home with him. It's like he's lost his partner in crime so why bother. Not that I'm complaining. They all go down for naps with no fights. I'll admit I have been taking a mommy nap when they sleep. Makes up for all the times I'm woken up at night. Plus it's refreshing to rest for an hour or 2.
Therapy is going pretty well. Still figuring new things out and processing old. The more I go the more I question people in my life. Which usually I would feel bad for wanting to cut ties but now I don't care to try and have a relationship with them. Hell I don't feel like I need to please everyone like I use to. I'm just going to go on living my life with my little family. If for some reason certain people get cut out a long the way, I'm fine with it.
Finally able to get through to my doctor about changing medicine finally. I go in tomorrow to switch pills and add an anxiety med to my prescription. Hopefully I start noticing a difference in no time. I hate having to remember to take a pill every day. So far I have been able to get up in the morning and take it before I start my day.
My birthday came a few weeks ago. For once I didn't care if someone didn't bother to call and say anything. Or anything. I'll remember when yours comes this way. The people that truly care all called or emailed to wish my a special day. In which I thank them for. Birthdays have never really been my thing. Usually nothing seems to go the way I like. Something usually happens to ruin the day and I end up crying my eyes out. Been like this since I was a kid. To me it's just another day. Just a reminder that I'm another year older. Big deal. I did enjoy the cake that my husband attempted to make me. It was his first cake to bake me. He worked so hard to make sure it was perfect. Every time he made a mistake and I said anything he would hurry and fix it, lol. In the end I was happy it was edible and the house was still standing, lol. I'm just kidding. I love you babe.
As much as I could continue to ramble on I'm going to stop. Probably post again later. Just to vent some anxiety I'm feeling with the move coming up and preparing for deployment again. I'm nervous I'm going to be a hot mess when hubs leaves.
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