Sunday, August 16, 2009

Blah felt like writing

So lately I've been wondering if my IUD is ever going to stop messing with my body. I have all these side effects lately. I'm extra tired most days, I can't seem to get the weight gain no matter how much I watch what I eat and everything, I have the worse back pain lately. Plus I cramp on and off most days. No period really yet since I've had it in. Just on and off spotting like the dr said I would have. Its almost been 6 month since I had it in. She said by now I shouldn't notice any side effects. That I should be use to it. So why do I feel so out of sync lately. I'm emotional to, several times a day I find myself wanting to cry. Of new sigh my boob hurts like no tomorrow, they feel so heavy. Hmmm..Maybe I should call the midwife who put it in. I have her direct line. Maybe she can answer my questions. Wish I knew more people who had an IUD so I could ask them if they were like this and for how long. I just want to feel "normal" again.

We have so many things coming up this week. Vance needs to fix his truck so I can have my car full time to take Bryce to school. He starts thursday, though I'm still waiting on them to get back to me. Think I'm going to call them in the morning and get all the info. I need. Tired of waiting on them. Its been over a week and still waiting. Aiden will be 6 months on the 18, has his first 2 teeth. So extra grouchy lately and gumming everything he sees. Earlier he was gumming one of his toys that hangs from his gym. He rolled under it and just gummed it while it was hanging above his head. My birthday is on the 22, I'll be 24. Woohoo another year older. So thrilled let me tell ya, lol. The 28 marks 7yrs Vance and I have been together. Can't believe its really been that long. Whats funny is when we first got together I gave it a month tops, 7yrs later we're still together and very happy.

Other then that same stuff, different day still. I redid the main bathroom so now its this underwater theme. Which Bryce loves. He loves all the ocean things. The sharks, fishie, octopuss, starfish stuff. Everything is underwater. He thanked me when he saw it. He's exact words were "thank you mommy for decorating my bathroom, I love the fishies." Yep he thinks as it as his territory which in a way it is. Noone else really uses that bathroom in less its to shower. Thats only because our other bathroom doesn't have a tub.

I really should log off here, and turn in for the night. I had a long last night with Caleb having a tummy bug all night waking me up. Me and him ate some bad food. So we got to suffer while everyone else slept. He's doing better only woke up once so far for a clean pullup and more pepto. So maybe tonight will be a better one for us. I hate sleeping alone, just turn and toss. But I need to make myself sleep. Guess I'll watch a movie on my labtop til I get sleepy. Night everyone, hope everyone is doing good. :)