Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Letting steam out

Ok so I'm having a horrible last couple of days, and need to vent it out. Hoping I'll feel better.


First off, I seriously hate people. Seriously, so many assholes out there. I've came across 2 in the last week, don't know them personally but I can say they're assholes and mean it. First one I ran into while grocery shopping at walmart. I had over did it and ended up needing 2 buggys to get everything out to my car. Obviously I'm to prego to take both on my own. So I ask the nice cashier to call me a cart boy to help me. Which she does and very friendly about it. Well the asshole behind me waiting to check out, start with some baby daddy comments. Saying shit like "oh whats wrong don't have a babys daddy to help you?" and "or is you don't know who the daddy is?'. Seriously I just wanted to fucking drop kick his ass. Unfortunatly I said nothing to him and just waited for the cart boy to come help me.

Second asshole I met today at walmart while doing self checkout on my own. He decided to making farting noises and blame me to his girlfriend. Then made mooing noises in til I was done, saying shit. Apperently I wasn't going fast enough for him. So he decided to make fat comments. Again I said nothing, and since I"m a little down on how big I am this pregnancy, I let it get to me. I shouldn't have. But I did, and in the car I cried on the way home.

I hate that people can be such asshole and make such rude remarks to total strangers. That is why I want to stay home so I don't have to deal with asshole likes that ever. I don't, but I wish I could stay in away from the outside world at times.

I got my hair cut a few days ago, told the lady not to cut shorter then a lil below my shoulders. She cut my hair to my chin! So now I have a funky haircut, and have to wait for my hair to grow back. Hoping my hair will grow really fast and in no time it will look better. But still could not get pass how short she went on it. She was counting that it was wet and when it drys it would be shorter then when its wet. Maybe I should buy a wig or something to cover it up.

On to more reasons why I need to post this blog to feel better. Our washer broke this weekend. Well it won't drain, so I can't wash anything at all in it. Our apartment people came over yesterday said " oh yea its broke, we'll send someone tomorrow to fix it.' Well guess what today, they sent no one. We called and asked how long it would be and can we get another one put it. They said they can take up to however long they like and that they don't have to give us another one, that its a luxury and not important. So now I have to wait til who knows when for them to fix the damn thing. Which means I have to spend money for a laundry mat so I can have clean clothes for my family. The fact that I moved into an apartment and pay so I can have one in it means nothing to these assholes. In fact I have a huge hoke in my bathroom wall from before I moved in that they still have not fixed. Hmm maybe I should get them in trouble since when the state came out and said it could grow mold and needs to be fixed now. Maybe then they'll be nice to us and help us out. Since we never have asked for anything else, and have be very nice tenants. I can't wait to move in March. Hate this complex and I do not recommend anyone moving in them.

On top of all this crappiness, I slipped and hit my stomach on the concrete coming home today. I was trying to carry some bags in and slipped on the ice. I bangs my knees up and hit my stomach. My neighbor and her son were nice to help me. Vance didn't hear that I fell since he was in a hurry to leave for college tonight. So I'm waiting on him to get home so I can go in to get checked out. I've felt the baby 3 times in the last 3hrs, suppose to feel him at least 10 according to my midwife. So going to go make sure he's ok. I think he's ok, and just sleeping but want to be safe.

This week has not been the greatest and I'm not in the best of moods at the moment. I'm trying not to let things bring me down but having a hard time not to. I actually just want to lay on the couch and cry til Vance gets home. My body aches, and I feel like crap. Matter of fact thats what I'm going to go do, I think I'll feel a little better.

At least I have Krystle coming in from Texas to see me for a week. So this week shouldn't be as shitty with her here. :o)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Bubble Bath


Caleb playing with his toys

Splashing in the tub

He was yelling bubbles and popping them

Bryce not wanting his pic tooken.


Hehe took some pictures of the boys playing in the tub tonight. Caleb's fave new word is bubbles, have him on video popping the bubbles screaming bubbles. Since these can only be seen by friends and family I can post pics of them playing. :o) Embarrassing pictures for when they are teens and get girlfriends.

Snow


Miss Panda

Bryce after his haircut

They took all his curls away, not use to Caleb's having short hair.

He looks like his big brother now

Pictures of the snow today on Jan. 4, 2009

You can see it falling in this picture.









For everyone in Texas, here is pictures of the snow from today. Be jealous, lol. Even though I rather be in ga, sweating right now. Not big on snow really. Its pretty, but way to cold for me. Vance took these pictures a few minutes ago, while him and Bryce went walking around in it. Caleb is a little mad that he couldn't go outside, he's sick and don't want him to get worse. Hope everyone enjoys the pics.

Oh I'm also adding pictures of the boys with their new haircuts, and pictures of our puppy Panda.