Friday, January 2, 2009

Venting...

You know whats really annoying, the fact that people keep thinking I would be mad or jealous that I'm not having a girl. My sis Jean is having a girl, so some family and friends assume that I'm crushed and disappointed that I'm having another little boy. When in fact I'm not. I'm happy for my sis, and am happy that we're having another little boy. I'm happy no matter what the baby is, as long as he/she is healthy. Sure I'll never have a daughter since this is our last baby but I'll have a niece to spoil and send home to my sister. Which works for me. :o)

As for having another baby, as much as we would love to add on years later. I'm just to high risk to carry another baby to term. To many problems come up, and my body does not do well at all in labor. So not going to risk it after Aiden arrives. Yes Vance is getting a vasectomy, NO I DID NOT PUSH HIM TO DO IT! He wanted to do it, he thought it was only fair since I gave birth to our kids. If you don't like that he's getting fixed and not me, then get the over it. Its non of you business anyways!


Just wish people would drop it and quit making little comments, its annoying. No I'm not mad or jealous of Jean. I'm happy for her, and can't wait to meet my niece. I'm excited about having another little boy. Ready for him to arrive in the next few weeks so our little family can be complete.


Ok I feel better now that I got to vent a little on here. Now off to make cookies, because its sounds good right now!

Dear Aiden

Dear Aiden,
I know your running out of room right now in your nice squishy home. But I need you to please quit making my ankles swell and giving me contractions from just doing house work. Also if you could be so nice as to roll into a different position I would appreciate it. Preferably the head down position and drop so that I can breath better. It would be nice to not feel like my lungs are heavy or my bladder is full when its not. If you could also quit giving mommy heart burn/acid indigestion from water that would be wonderful. We're very anxious to meet you and welcome you into the world, though we need to wait a little longer. In the mean time if you could just be patient, and help mommy not be sore that would be wonderful.

Also I'll try really hard to keep your big brothers from smushing you and shaking you up when they want to see you kick. They are just ready to meet you and for mommy to not be so tired anymore. Only a few more weeks and everyone will be happy. Love you my little peanut and can not wait to meet you in a few more weeks.


Love,

Mommy

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year

Happy New Year Everyone!


Can't believe its already 2009. A new year, with new beginnings. I'm looking forward to this year. We will meet our last baby, in a few more weeks. Which I'm very excited, nervous about. Vance has finally moved his desk and computer to the living room. So now I can start buying and working on Aiden's room. On the 15, we'll be using most of his check then, to get his room together. Be 32 weeks this Saturday, not to much longer til he's here.

Also looking forward to the boys birthdays this year. They're growing up so fast, Bryce will be 4 and Caleb will be 2. Caleb is talking alot now, he follows me around coping everything I say. Bryce will be starting school this fall. He's looking forward to going to Pre-K. Plus he's looking forward to getting out of the house for a few hrs a day at school. Hopefully it will help so he doesn't get so annoyed with Caleb anymore. They seem to bump heads all the time over toys, cartoons, everything.

In April we will have been in Colorado for 1 yr. Vance's shore duty seems to be going by fast. Its been interesting getting use to him being home all year long. Usually he's already gone out to sea twice. Its been nice having him home though, and his scheldule isn't that bad. 6 days on, 4 days off. Its actually pretty nice, he's home more to help out with the kids. Plus we don't fight as much since he sees what I had to do on my own with them while he was out to sea all those times.

We plan on getting out of all the debt we fell into since selling the house. It took us 6 grand to sell that house, which caused us to fall behind on credit card bills, and other things. Its been a long rough year, but we're looking forward to working on getting out debt throughout this year. Things are still pretty tight but it should start to look up in the next few months. With extra money Vance is getting a month, plus tax refund will be helping out too.

Also after I have Aiden and have healed, Vance and I are going to start working out and getting into shape together. He wants to get all buffed up again, me I just want to lose the 4yrs of baby fat I have gained from having all the kids. Plus I want to be healthy for me and the kids. I know it won't be easy since we're talking I would need to lose about 40 -50 lbs. I wish it would all come off over night, but I'm ready for the months it will take. So wish me luck on getting back into pre-pregnancy weight.

Other then that there isn't really anything else to write on here. Everyone is doing good, so going to get off here.