Friday, July 11, 2008

We're screwed.. :o(

So where to start, things are tight. Money is really tight, we have to come up with a lil over 4 grand before we close on the house. Or we get sued, and don't want that. As Vance would lose his security clearance and maybe even get kicked out of the Navy.

Things are pretty bad, barely any gas for vance to get to work. No gas for my car I'm out. Hopefully don't need to go anywhere. Stimulus check went to moms place, she mailed it here but it hasn't gotten here been a week so should have been here. Giving it til saturday then Vance is calling the IRS up. We really need to get it here so we can cover some bills, plus alot of it is going to our closing cost. We're having such a tough time right now, and I'm stressing way too much. I've been spotting some, which could be from stressing. Haven't told Vance don't want him to worry, he has enough to worry about. The boys have been sick, but they're feeling alot better today. Just a cough now and a little fussiness from Caleb.

I don't think things have ever been this bad. Things are not looking good at all. Money is really tight so tight. I have no gas, couldn't pay full month rent, barely making it with grocerys for us, etc. We're trying to stay positive. The landlord is letting us slide til the 15th then we have to pay her the 147 we owe for this month. This payday will be tight, only can pay some bills, get gas, grocerys.

Bryce is driving me nuts since he hasn't been able to get out of the house much to play with any kids his age. Bugs me to take him to play with Bradley at times but can't...no gas. On the 15 going to try to take him a to playdate so he can get out and socialize, plus I need to get out as well.

Was going to write more, but need to run and get off here. Caleb fussy and wants me to hold him.