Puppies vet apt

So took the puppies in for an apt today. Turns out they have mange, so they got their first shot treatment today and go back on the 30. Taking Caleb to the dr to get medicine since he has it and needs to be treated. Probably going to have Bryce treated as well. Never knew humans could get it til today. Figure caleb had dry skin. So now I have to clean everything the dogs have been on. Caleb wont be able to see the dr for it til the 22nd. Since they are booked and won't see him til then. They can be so annoying, why can't they hurry up and see him so I can get this crap out of the house already. Going to drive me crazy. Blah this is going to be a fun 2 weeks. Not looking for to this at all. Glad everyone is getting treated, sucks that it had to be something like this. Can't have anyone over because its contagious to them. So no weekend plans now, just chilling by myself. What fun. Anyways going to get off her, have to start cleaning.

Dear You (vent)

Dear YOU

I'm starting to hit my breaking point and don't know how much more I can take. You have wore me down so much in the last 6 months and it is really starting to take its toll. I tell myself you don't mean it and that your just having a bad day. But seriously how can a bad day be 6 months long. I've tried to talk to you, thinking maybe you would hear me out and change. But it doesn't seem to phase you at all. I will do everything I can to make sure you come home and aren't in a bad mood. But no matter how much I clean, take care of the kids or anything. It never seems to be enough. So I've come to realize you need to change yourself, you need to control your attitude, and quit taking everything out on us. I know money hasn't been the best but blaming someone for everything is not right. Sometimes I just don't want to get up because I'm to tired to argue with you over the littlest thing that sets you off. Sometimes the remarks you make really hurt and I don't think you get that. Maybe if we reverse rolls you would see how much I'm hurting when your in a bad mood. But I would never take everything out on you like you do me. No one deserves it and I wish you would wake up and see it. Because I don't know how much more I can take of it. I'm tired of pretending everything will get better and that I'm not hurt by things you say. I can't take it anymore, I'm to tired to deal with it. I wish you could understand what it does to me but you never seem to. I love you but things have got to change.

Bored at the library

Figure I would update this since I have 23 minutes left here at the library. Why am I at the library because my internet is down til thrusday. Unfortunatly with losing the net my phone service vonage does not work. So those won't work til thursday morning for now. Sorry if you have tried to call since last friday and have gotten some kind of error msg.

Luckily my buddy Krystle has been in town this whole week so it hasn't been to boring. :o) To bad tomorrow she has to go back to Texas..boo! Which means I have to drive to denver at the crack of dawn..more boo! Its such a long boring drive to do.

The kids are doing good, getting bigger. Learning new things everyday, while causing trouble. Can we say double trouble. Plus I have Oreo and Panda who make it more fun at the house to clean up after.

Caleb needs to get his shots and check up this month, plus I have to take the pups in for a check up and shots. Not looking forward to going to the vet, then I have to explain why Lucy isn't with us anymore. I dunno keep thinking the vet will think we're horrible or something. I know I'm weird. I took oreo outside for the first time yesterday, she took one step out the door and ran back in. Panda was way to scared to even go outside. She's more of I'm hiding in my safe zone type. Its cute. Going to work on training them from puppy pads to oustide coming up this week. Since they are 6wks, getting shots this week and have already had their first heartgaurd meds. They are growing so fast, their off the formula now. Oreo eats like a horse always hogging the food from her sister.

I'll be 34wks this saturday. Finally going to work on the babys nursery! :o) Anyone want to help? He'll be here in the next 6 wks, can't wait to meet the little booger who kicks me all night long. At my next check up on the 20, going to get my L&D/mother baby unit tour. That should be fun. My mom needs to get her butt up here soon, I have this weird feeling he'll be here soon. My body seems to be preparing for labor early this time. So mom get up here, lol! Seriously, you need to soon. :o)

Nothing much left to say need, to get ready to log off here. Need to head home so Vance can go to college and work on a paper he has due. Plus he has classes til 8:30 tonight. Hope everyone is doing good, take care!