Friday, May 1, 2009

I'm falling apart.

At least I feel like I am.  I went to the follow up apt to get my lab results. My thyroid is fine. But they are now sending me to a cardiologist and neurologist now. Cardiologist bacause I have chest pains and I have iregular heartbeat. Basically it beats to fast. The neurologist for my headaches that cause my vision to blur or double when they hit. Plus they want me to get an mri of my brain to check for any tumors. I just want to know whats wrong with me not more apts. I just want to feel better and back to my old self. I'm only 23 and feel like I'm falling apart. 

Aiden is doing ok on his soy formula. Hopefully he'll do alot better now. If not back to the dr so they can figure out why his tummy is so sensitive. Bryce is sick on top of all of this. He woke up last night crying for help. He was burning up and had puked on himself. His throat is swollen and still feverish. He just seems miserable. All he's done is lay on the couch in and out of it. He can't see his dr til next week. But if it gets to where he can't eat or drink I'm taking him to the E.R. Which I cant see happening tomorrow probably. He won't eat much says it hurts way to bad. 

I'm so exhausted the last few nights have been crappy. With Aiden adjusting to new formula and was up crying from his shots. Then last night Bryce was crying most the night because his throat hurt. Hopefully I'll be able to get some sleep. At least I hope. Vance has to work from 9 tonight til 7am. So I'm by myself tonight. So I'm really hoping to get some sleep tonight so I can function tomorrow. If I don't sleep tonight I might not be able to do anything tomorrow without dosing off. 

Well going to get off here and get some cleaning done. 

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