my new location to vent and ramble!

So I'm starting this basically to avoid drama on myspace. It seems certain things I say people tend to take it the wrong way. Or better yet some people assume that everything I write is about them . I'm tired of telling them its not and figure I make it easier by not posting much on there anymore if at all. So if you got an email with this addy then your some of the few who even knows about this blog.

Something I need to clear up to begin with is no I do not talk to Krystle anymore. I have not heard from her in 6months. No we did not get into a fight or anything. Just she seems to have vanished and I am to tired to try to make contact anymore. I'm so sick of any of her ex boyfriends msging me telling me to find her for them. Guess what she doesn't want to talk to you, get over it. Plus last time I talked to her she was happy and engaged. So obviously there will be no need to talk to any of you.

Vance and I are tying to conceive our last baby. This is our second cycle to try, I'm hoping it doesn't take to long. If it does then thats fine. We were going to wait til September before we even started to. But both decided to go for it now that way the baby will be here sometime early next yr. A little nervous about getting pregnant again, since both boys delivery had some kind of complication.

Plus everyone I know who has gotten pregnant has lost the baby or had to terminate because it was non-viable. My sister had to have a D&C, her first sonogram showed she had a molar pregnancy. She is waiting for her HCG levels to go back down to 0. Which she's almost there then she is going to try again. Which I'm looking forward to being an aunt. My brother in law, girlfriend just miscarried there baby not to long ago. I feel so bad for them. He was so excited about being a daddy. I'm not sure if they're trying again or not. He joined the national guard and will be leaving soon.

My brother Kevin is getting ready to ship out to Iraq for 15months. He is in the Army and this will be his first deployment. I'm a little nervous and scared for him to go. I know my parents are really worried that he might not come back. I'm trying to stay positive for them, plus going to be mailing my brother lots of goodies while he's away. I know he wants pictures, letter, junk food, etc. Anything that will pass time and make him smile. So I'm taking turns with my mom every month on who sends him packages.

Colorado life is pretty nice. Its alot bigger then where I was in Georgia. Everything is so much closer to my apartment. I use less gas then I did in Georgia, I use to fill up 4 times a month in ga. Now I fill up maybe 2 times a month and I do alot more here then I ever did in Ga. I still miss the beach and everyone there. We plan on buying a house to live in for the rest of our lives when we go back in 3yrs. But as for now I'm enjoying my life out here. I love seeing the mountain every morning when I wake up. The people seem nice here, I joined a playgroup and have met some awesome women here.

In fact, for Bryce 3rd birthday next week I'm having a party for him. If the weathers nice we will all be out by the pool for it, having a good time. Bryce loves the playgroup, he is so much happier now that he's making friends here. Even is bugging me to put him in preschool this fall so he can make more friends. Now if only I could get him to use the potty all the time. He can be so stubborn and claims that a monster lives in the toilet. *sighs*

Caleb is getting so big. He's now 1 and is walking more and more everyday. Everyday he takes more steps by himself, plus he learned to climb onto the couch and everything else. He's working on figuring out how to escape from his crib. So we're going to go get bunk beds for the boys sometime in the next 2wks. It will give them more room to play in their room. Plus more room for all their toys they own.

Apartment is constantly covered in toys that the boys drag out all over the house. I love when they go to bed and everything is put up and organized. Especially since it can drive Vance crazy at times, when I first met him he was obsessed with cleaning. Everything had its place, so after we has kids he's finally learning that the house will not always be as organized as he would like it to be.

Ok, so I think I'm gonna stop rambling here. I have things to do that must get done. If you want to keep up this blog and would like. I can type your email addy in and it will let you know when I have updated. You don't even have to sign up for blogger to leave comments or get updates. Since I know how some of you are lazy! Just let me know and I will add your email for updates, other then that you can check back from time to time.