Seriously why can't life ever go my way just one fucking time. All I wanted from the military was to be moved before my due date so that I could be settle in and not worry about moving right after I pop a baby out. But no let's change our minds and make me move after giving birth. Do I look like I want to sit in a car for 30 hours with a newborn while healing? Um, hell no I don't. Plus not setting up for baby at all here in this small ass apartment. To small to even set up in at the moment.
Plus I hate the hospital here they don't listen to me at all. I want to be fixed after this baby. Nope they don't do that here so now I have to wait til I go back to Ga and have Dr. Di do it then. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Only thing good out of this is they will allow a VBAC so no c-section if baby will allow it. So I guess that's something to look forward to.
I just want to cry because I'm so damn fraustrated with the whole damn situation at the moment. My hormones are probably not helping much at the moment either. *Sighs* Someone shoot me already!
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