I see the doctor tomorrow night at 6. Wish it was sooner, I have had the worse headaches the last few days. Plus contractions are getting stronger whenever they hit. Just feel like crap. My head always hurts, sometimes I see spots. Tylenol is crap. I hate it, doesn't do anything for me. I miss ibuprofen so bad. I just one day where I don't feel completely like shit. I don't sleep really at all anymore, I can barely get comfortable to even sit for more then 5 minutes. Just my whole body feels like shit. I've been trying to keep the house spotless, but its getting to hard. I can barely keep an eye on the boys with out cleaning. They take advantage of me being slow to catch them up to no good. Just everything seems to suck right now. Laundry is backing up again. I'm trying really hard to do everything but I don't think I can anymore. I mean the littlest thing takes alot out of me. The other day I had to clean puppy mess, make boys breakfast, clean house while having horrible contractions. It sucks, the contractions are getting stronger every time they hit. They always have to hit when I have tons of things to do. Just ready to be done with this pregnancy, I'm tired of feeling like crap. Or having this apartment look like crap, so I can get a few minutes off my feet. The mess drives me up the wall, I just have to clean or I won't be able to relax. Ugh, be 36wks on saturday. Almost done, just wish time would pass by faster.
Sorry for rambling and bitching. Just needed to blow off steam. Only way I can really it seems.
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